Thursday, March 3, 2011

lethal.......

I hate your lethal charm...
Yes you are peerless in so many ways..
Like you there is no other...charming enough to kill....
Damn I hate your lethal ways...
Your smile can conquer anyone, even when your lying...
Boy did I ever tell you I hate your fatal. Ways...
Your narcissism intrigues me..
I feel as I must invoke for you, forgetting that I'm more than your mistress but less than your wife,
Damn boy I hate your evil ways...
With you I can feel life rushing back into my body....without you I can feel reality kick in...
what are you doing to me???
Boy your charm keeps me in agony, killing me very slowly to the point were I become extinct
Boy did I ever tell you how much I hate your lethal ways....?

Sunday, October 24, 2010


ITS HARD TO QUIT A HABIT SPECCIALLY IF ITS AS GOOD AS YOU...
ITS HARD TO TURN YOU DOWN WHEN YOUR LOVING FEELS RIGHT.....
ITS DIFFICULT TO LEAVE YOU ALONE WHEN YOUR ALWAYS AROUND.........
ITS DIFFICULT TO SHARE YOU.............................
ITS STRESSFUL WHEN YOU DONT LOVE ME BUT I LOVE YOU....

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Today or One Day

One day we would meet in each others path and act as if we never shared a kiss a hug or a bed...
We would put our heads down or look the other way to avoid contact and give our affair away.. You will act as if your world has always been her and I will act as if my life was always his.....but never will we act as if we meant anything to each other....as if us kissing sparked so many feelings and emotions.. In my eyes you will be a stranger just like I will be to you,,,but in my heart you will be my lover the one who took it all with a simple kiss that evening on 96.....

Friday, September 3, 2010

रेअचिंग वित्हीं ME

SO YOU ASK YOURSELF...
DAMN WHAT DO YOU SEE IN ME?
COULD IT BE MY PERSONALITY/
YOU LOOK INTO MY EYES SEARCHING FOR THE ANSWER YET YOU GET NO RESPONSE...
YOU LOOK INTO MY EYES EXPECTING TO VIEW AN IMAGE THAT U WOULD NEVER SEE FOR I HAVE NO ENDING TO MY SOUL..

WHAT SEEM HARD FOR YOU TO UNDERSTAND IS THAT MY LIFE belongs to someone else.....

लव, लुस्त, और इस आईटी अल अबाउट थे सेक्स??

SO YOU SAY YOUR ABOUT TO REACH MY DOOR OH BOY HERE WE GO....
THE DOUBTS,,THE QUESTIONS,,THE UNECESSARY THOUGHTS...
HOW MUCH LONGER TILL I DONT HAVE TO SHARE YOUR LOVE?

Friday, October 16, 2009

i loved him first

I loved him first doesnt mean he left me for someone else,,
I loved him first doesnt mean he left me for someone that loved him after me,,
Loving him first just meant he came before my family and friends..
I was so confused so scared how could i haved belived that he really cared??

Nights in bed crying asking myself Why?
How could i stay here and belived all his lies?
how could i let him destroy me physically and emotionally?
how could i let him reach into my heart take my soul and leave me dead??
how could become so numb?

i belived it all..the "im so sorry" to the "i wont do it again' knowing it was only bound to happen tomorrow..

So yeah i loved him first because i never got the heart to love myself first.
i LOVED HIM BEFORE I GOT TO LOVE ME...i LOVE him before he loved me